Category : Diary/Journal

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My life isn't what most young girls go though bit here it is.
I'm not a normal teenager. But here's my sad tale.
I was brought up with parents that argue about well anything. At the age of eight I was belted for being different, and raped on my way home from school, I was left for dead in lane way near my house.
By the age of ten I was trying to kill myself and always felt so worthless, nothing mattered at this point.
When I started my teenage years I was called a slut and told to kill myself on a daily basis for you this all must sound normal so far but it gets worse. 
On my 15th birthday two of my best friends killed themselves and my Aunty died, and my family abandoned my sister because she got pregnant.

Months went by and I got into a relationship with someone from school, he was abusive and forceful to me. I didn't feel safe to dump him I was scared and alone, two years passed and he dumped me I felt like the whole world lifted off my shoulders. Not long after I met a wonderful guy, he treated me like a princess, parents didn't approve. 

He helped so much, as my friends were dying around me, slowly I started to shut down again. I tried calling him but no answer I found out the bastard was sleeping around. 
Now I'm 18 with a young child that is a rapists baby. Also I don't talk to my parents and never leave the house, I don't trust anyone due to all this.

My life was torn away from me at such a young age, I've never been wanted hopefully some day I will be able to trust again.