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I know my life very well. Whenever I want to do something good it result will always come in negative but I never stop doing good things. The bad incidents which was happened in class 7 and 8 was really unforgettable for me but I still kept on moving in my life thinking that today if there is darkness in my life tomorrow might be my happiest day. My all class friends were in relationship with any girls or boys but I never want to be in relationship. Then everyone used to make fun of mine. Then one day i met a boy in fb. I was knowing him from earlier as he was the crush of one of my friend. Then we both started to talk to each other on fb and got attached very much. And then one day we both came in relationship for that moment I thought it is good but now when everything is over I think it was again one of the worst day of my life. Because we had a break up. I still remember we came in relationship in the month of July. It is still fresh in my mind. I loved him very much and always will. He is in relationship with one of my best friend and I wish they could never be apart and remain happy always. I was hurted that time but slowly I regained my senses again and I am back with old version of my life. But finally I came to a conclusion that I never had trust on love and friendship because they all cheat. Now I have trust on only one person that is my God my guide. He is my everything. And I am in love with my Granny, mom and dad no one else. Till today I am suffering thinking that I have  broken the trust of my parents who gave me a lot of freedom and trusted me blindly. I whole heartedly want to ask sorry from them.  The time when I was in relationship was one of the hopeless experience I had ever had. I hate that I loved him. And I would never have faith on love as because if my love would be with me I would have trust on love but now my love is not with me so I have no trust on love and will never have. Even if that person will  come back in my life I would never like to talk to him or come in relationship again. And also finally the strong heart attack which I got related to that matter was he was my brother not own but somewhere he was in relation to my family but now I am happy thinking that he is my big brother.