Category : Adult

Sub Category : Adult Romance

Have you ever heard the song by Ginuwine, So anxious? That's me. Impatiently awaiting our next conversation, encounter, touch, smile, joke, laugh. Who knows why we feel this way, who knows what we can do to make it go away. Wondering what you're doing, if you've thought of me, are you forreal, when will i see you. 
Of course I know how I feel, I've began documenting these notes to let you in on how I am, what I like, just a mere glimpse of my personality, intelligence, creativity, interest and lust for you. 
It's easy for the spiritual enemy to show us the good of what we don't have so that we may forever salivate at the taste of temptation. So I'm here to reassure you I know this will always be this, I respect your marriage, I respect if you cut off all communication abruptly at anytime to protect your love. 
With all that said, if you do... know you've affected my existence intensely. Sexually, Loving. You're embedded in my memory as the fantasy I conjured up which makes you my magic. My dream. That I'll never forget. You're my secret, that I want to shout out and tell the world about but instead I'll keep you safe in my heart. 
I'm hoping I'm not overstepping my boundaries as a friend by candidly expressing how I feel. If I am please let me know.
It's just that, I feel you Jason maybe not as your better half but definitely as a friend who wants all the happiness you can stand. You love tenderly and that deserves to be cherished and appreciated. 
I love you. 
Forever Friend.