Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama

Why? Is the question I'd ask myself every time why is it that I can't succeed in school why can't I succeed in life, I would often tell myself how much I despised my flaws and imperfections, that I can never be nothing in life.I failed Gr1 twice in row in different schools, got so sick of myself to the point that. I stopped caring so I just decided to live with myself or find a way to do that and as time blew...my own father had become a transcendent  to becoming a spiritual being and was no longer in my life. at that point in my life I decided not to take my life for granted, I told myself that I would give 110% of myself a shot in defeating life. After the year I failed Gr1 in the second school out of nowhere I pushed up to being one of the pupils who passed, and I maded to Gr2..I failed that in my first year I was unable to cope with the way school was teaching me, I was moved  to a section of classrooms called LSEN (Learner with Special Educational needs). During my time in those classes I started to develop a sense for learning the way I wanna learn I thought to myself...why don't I make it exciting for me. So I'd draw up doodles of super hero's, that had made up my philosophical world. in cartoons joy is what I found. Playing with them after cutting them out, as though they were my own designed action figure. Until I realised this..this is it..this is the only reason why I'm still willing to push through life with a smile on my face, I realised my passion but I never had the talent nor skill to bring it to life hoping that I'd find someone who can teach me how to draw better create a master piece without out even putting 50% effort in doing it, but I never ended up finding anyone who could teach me..I guess I looked in the wrong places, because of my stubbornness I never gave up I would keep on teaching myself how to do what I loved to do, I was always made fun of because of the perspective of life through my eyes...one big cartoon... I was never really smart I wasn't always the best athletic type but for some reason I never let that stop me. After primary I then moved on to high with my friends

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