Category : Poems

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Is this feeling I feel contagious ? Or should I remain anonymous? Everyone I past ..is happy as can be ...and here I stand so alone and miserable in this disease ...so many have traveled this torturous route I'm on ..many come back fine ,..some we must meet on the other side... How must one  collect all their thoughts with so much darkness  that lives in them ? Time passes so fast ..seems like a lifetime has been taken  away ...part of my inner being ...shall I proceed...? I see the light   its not that bright ..that isn't right ?..is it ?
Every process is another project waiting to see if I succeeded... All the medicine in the world to make me get through another day a day I suppose to be happy, I'm in ...but like no other I can't find my pure happiness ..where has it gone or where has it been ..have I seen to much to fulfill this life ...I desire ?..the cards there laid flat for all to see but I'm blinded by this disease ..this disease that has control ....tomorrow is another day another day to see who will win this fight ..this fight I'm in with this horrible disease. .