Category : Diary/Journal

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    How does one live after years of abuse? Of course their is always alcohol or other things to help numb the pain, but after all is said and done, the pain returns ever-stronger than before. What if those sources of abuse refuse to relent, returning again and again until there is basically nothing left of you? Where can you go? Who shall you turn to? 
     Others who have been abused may seek to force you to feel the extent of pain which they underwent, in an effort to make THEIR own life better in some sick way. THIS is where I am currently, with no where to go and no places left to hide.     
     Everyone seems to know things false about me, trying to impress others with empty words of a threatening nature that make me think of nothing but these three words: kill, kill, kill.