TO FEEL MY FATHER'S LOVE
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I always wonder why sometimes when I give my Father a hug , why he pulls away. It, feels so harsh & hurts knowing as you get older scared of rejection from your Father ,but I realize my mom was right ,How can he show me love when all he feels is the alcohol in him.While it's eating him alive but not caring because how can he show me that he loves me or my siblings.When he does not even love himself He can't even provide for his family,because all he cares about his drinking ..Did I ask for this No!It's like a slam to my face when u dont even have his protection from your father !! It sucks because all you want is to be is his daughter & Bound with him.As I close my eyes I don't want to cry but sometimes I do cause,I wish I had my Father at whole .I say to myself should I close the door on him even when he does wrong?I don't want to because thats how much I love him!I will just,keep praying to my only creater lord father God in the name of Jesus.
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I know how you really feel, but sometimes your father need some time to be alone. maybe you could called in a hospital to make a appointment with the doctor and take your father to hospital to get all of his problem out. instead of sit and thinking about stuff all day and all night all the sudden he couldn't stop himself not to to do nad habit it's hard to break it. if thst happened tell a grown ups or a doctor to help your fathet out
Nov 28, 2017
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