Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

     Long, long ago, I began feeling something I never thought I'd feel before; an emotion so foreign, so unfamiliar, I had to ask my sister what it was. 

     I've held this water, this love, inside of my heart, my mouth for a while now, but I now realize: I will not be able to think of anyone or anything besides you until I write to you or about you, you will continue to consume all of my thoughts until I write to you or about you, and I will always feel something for you, I will be incapable of ceasing to think of you, to love you, if I do not write to you or about you. 

     I've trapped my feelings inside instead of expressing my feelings the only way I know how: writing, because I want what I feel for you to make sense, to make one smile, and, one day, if you ever get a chance to read this, make you smile, but I do not think I can do this, for love is the most complicated feeling one can ever feel, and I am unable to explain the things I do not understand. 

     Love cannot make sense, but it shall come out beautifullly, for the feelings I have for you are so. 

     I shall do the best I can, explain what I have felt for so long; hopefully, you will understand, but by the time you've finished this piece, you will know that I do not. 

     I wish to stare into your beautiful, green eyes like before; until I am able to do so, I will remain forever sore. 

     I wish to look at every part of you're body when you are not aware; this includes your black, silky hair. 

     I want to kiss, hug, and feel your body on mine once more, for only imagining this has grown to be quite the bore. 

     I wish to do much more to you, but this is all I am able to explain. 
     Please believe me when I tell you, I am not the one to blame. 

     It is this feeling that brings no words to my mouth when I want it to, or type letters when I wish. 

     You may say that that is poor, but I must disagree. 

     For, as long as I have love, I am rich. 


Copyright. 11.27.17

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-BOOKSABELLA BELLE