Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Back and forth, these mind games continue. You want to scream out,but who will really hear you? So you stop and stare then whisper " I am nothing". Your too hard on yourself people say, you're worth more than you think another one speaks but you know that if only people could read your mind. They'd be in tears. 5 whole years you struggled with yourself, wanting to think positive but it hurts too much. Nobody understands it and probably nobody cares all that's in your mind is let's end it here. When does this all go away? That's all I want to know, the pain, the hurt and the tears you want it all to go. It never stops hurting does it? You clench your fits and pound away the pain that you don't want to exist. Crying out loud, SOMEBODY SAVE ME PLEASE but your cries are pointless, when will I be okay? You'll never know, you are holding on to a thing called hope trying your hardest not to let go. You wrote your note and hid ot safe so just in case your soul to take. You have let them know you needed help so you say she distanced herself , to save herself. I'm here to tell you 6 years later I held on to that thing called hope and still praying it gets better. Am I okay? Not where I want to be but the question when will I be still rings in me. Back and forth, these mind games continue. You want to scream out, but who will really hear you? So you stop and stare then whisper " I am nothing".