Category : Poems

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Collection of my poems. I wish that I can post the pictures of the poems on here. Well, you can see Shattered Within on my Wattpad channel. 

She
Why is she still talking to imaginary friends? 
  Why is she not standing tall? 
  Why is she looking down
  And why is she omission? 

   We don't know who she is. 
   We never understood her concept of living. 
    We long she'll be okay. 
    We long she'll be a friend and she vow with us at the end. 

  Is she one of those girls that are lonely? 
Is she one of those girls that being dragged down by whom?
  Is she one of girls who needs love? 
Is she one of those girls who struggle with duality? 
  Is she one of those girls that bleeds on the inside? 

   We long she'll be alright
   We long to be friendly to her. 
   We long to to love. 
   We long her to accept her while 
   She longs to be happy, fulfilled, and vow with us until her end. 


Just A Dream 

Mind is black. 
I cannot hear my breathing. 
I cannot hear my heart beat. 
All I can sight is a voided vision. 
Clear of thoughts, imaginary, just emptiness. 

Midnight is where my clock "ticked" and "tocked."
My eyes open to see my room once again. 
I can feel my heart beat.
I can hear by steady breathing. 
My eyes only see is a dark room. 

I couldn't move not even a toe. 
I feel someone beneath my bed. 
I shut my eyes once again. 
I opened them to see a grudge appearance looming over me as I see. 
It didn't make clicking sounds. 
It just silently stare into my eyes. 

It extended its hands at my arm. 
I can see the decomposing long nails on the tips of its fingers. 
It began gnawing my skin ripping the flesh off. 
I screamed. No one came to help. No one. 
I cannot stand the pain while it ripped my flesh off my body. 
I then closed my eyes and meet death.

My eyes awoke to the dark bedroom. 
I can hear my heavy breathing. 
I can hear my jumping heart beat. 
I woke up with a cold sweat. 
The clock "ticked" and "tocked" at 11: 59 at night. 
No grudge standing in sight. 

I can move. 
I am still alive. 
I got up from my bed. 
Going cleanse the fright from my face. 
When the clock struck 12, that's when I felt cold clammy hands grabbing my ankles from underneath the bed.

Companion Now Thy Enemy 

Oh, companion, how we once thy fight beside. 
   Oh, companion, Ol solamian il chirlan. (I long thy rejoice.) 
   You used to be along beside me.
  O' thou companion now thy enemy. 

   Just like thy brothers and sisters. 
    Oh companion, do you remember the good times together? 
   Oh companion, O' pull the trigger. 
    Pictures on frames on thy walls will shatter. 
   Can't be glued back together. 
   We used to battle the real thou foolish foes. 
   O' thou companion now thy enemy. 

   My trust of you withered away.
   You stampede like the rivers of rage. 
  Oh companion, your betrayal was the bullet. 
  Your mind was the trigger. 
  You shot me into thy abyss. 
 
   Oh, companion, Ol solamian il chirlan. (I long thy rejoice.)
   Oh companion, we fought alongside each other. 
   You more than an ally, a friend. 
   Until you shot me with your lies and I bleed out cries. 
(I)  Ol lay cold on the ground full of treason of your name. 

  Do you have any regret of your unfaithfulness? 
  Do you have any regret of your abomination against me? 
  Oh companion, you're unforgiven. 
  Ol lay cold on the ground full of exhibition upon your thy name.
O' thou companion now thy enemy.

Beckoned With 

I would of hide without my mask
Fake a smile
'Cause I've doing it for a while
Pretend to play the game
To will away all the pain
All your delusions, all your lies
It beckoned me on the inside. 

I speak loyal
And you dissed me from your lies
Claiming to have dominance 
Believe to have heir to the thrown
Oh the queen has retuned now!
Everyone bow down! 
And we pondered you are like us 
Nor above nor low
Thy awakened shall be hath upon you

We told you
You're in a delusion 
And trapped by ego and illusions 
You snapped back with ignorance and confusion 
I pretend to play your game
Longing to will it all away
If I attempt to run away
All your delusions and lies
Beckoned me on the inside. 

You pushed me to hurt my dear friends
Now I feel a common sense of dread 
I want to bleed, curl up and die
I hope my friends forgive me for what you made me commit
Now we all pondered; you're just like us
Not above nor low
Thy awakened shall be hath upon you

At my will,
I don't feel our friendship anymore
At my will,
I just to want to escape this pain
At my will, 
I wanted to overcome of what you put me under
All your delusions and lies,
It beckoned me on the inside. 

No more, no more, I say
Illusions and haze must wither away
You wake up from this dream 
We all pondered that you're just like us
Nor above nor low
Thy awakened shall be hath upon you 

Sahia's Hide or Homicide- Sahia's Poem 

In the woods, hiding from the lies. 

I only had a family who I cared deep inside. 

Til' gunmen broke in and shot them dead.

Under the bed with a monster living in my head.

The monster growled and made me filled the air with dread. 

The screams, the bloodshed, the lust of death battled in my soul. 

I stabbed and sliced everyone that made my blood run cold.

The heroes never helped nor cared. 

They didn't even hear nor stare. 

At four, the bodies were burning in a flaming galore.

The smell of smoke and ashes burned my heart, but never tore me apart.

The fire rage all at five. 
     
My weeping tears are still alive. 
     
The walls came down and I couldn't scream no more. 
    
Here I dangle with my scrag in a rope.
    
I long to be with my family and nothing more.



Agony of Domestic Abuse 

I told my friends you're a flower;
however, behind those closed doors,
You're brusque with thy power.
Lower than the booze upon the floor;
My body couldn't take it no more.

Tear away my love. 
Choke thee down with wrath. 
Let my essence fly as a dove
as I draw to my last breath. 
Take away my freedom;
lock thee down. 
My friends, I'll never see them. 
Only way out is being underground. 

I screamed outloud
through my pain. 
Tell the crowd
that thou put thee in vain. 
I am not buying thy lies
neither thy pleads.
 My own cries
set myself free.