Letting Go (edited) Read Count : 157

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Many times before
I'm sure, I haven't seen the last
Feel it coming over me, fueled from my past
Feel it building up inside
 I must prepare 
Right now
Getting close now
Trying hard to grasp
Gain control
My body now numb, fist are clinched
Pain self inflicted, I feel no hurt
 I'm someone else
 Not kind but I'm heartless
Don't care, I'll die today
Feel for nothing 
Want to afflict suffering
All I see is red, dark as blood
My eyes wired open
Choked up, cant hardly breathe
Trying desperately, finaly able
I scream out
 My words drop from my mouth
 To loud to hear
Heard not understood
Talking so fast, my speech slurred
It's taking over, feel my temperature rising
My blood begans to boil
I don't care
 Now I'm violent, want to destroy
Wanting to give back, all the hurt
Hurt I carried, for years
Remembering back
 So young, just a child
 Never been able, hold back 
Now learning to control, slowing letting go
All my rage, hatred I felt
Starting now to care
Rethought my life
Know something evil hides inside
Waiting to be summend, then my sins will be released
For years, bottled up inside
Plagued by my temper
Now to long, most of my life 
I'm no longer scared
I don't fear my demons
Just want to put my temper to rest
Learning to remain calm
 Not lose myself in the chaos
 Hell I create

Greg Welch












    

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