
Letting Go (edited)
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Many times before I'm sure, I haven't seen the last Feel it coming over me, fueled from my past Feel it building up inside I must prepare Right now Getting close now Trying hard to grasp Gain control My body now numb, fist are clinched Pain self inflicted, I feel no hurt I'm someone else Not kind but I'm heartless Don't care, I'll die today Feel for nothing Want to afflict suffering All I see is red, dark as blood My eyes wired open Choked up, cant hardly breathe Trying desperately, finaly able I scream out My words drop from my mouth To loud to hear Heard not understood Talking so fast, my speech slurred It's taking over, feel my temperature rising My blood begans to boil I don't care Now I'm violent, want to destroy Wanting to give back, all the hurt Hurt I carried, for years Remembering back So young, just a child Never been able, hold back Now learning to control, slowing letting go All my rage, hatred I felt Starting now to care Rethought my life Know something evil hides inside Waiting to be summend, then my sins will be released For years, bottled up inside Plagued by my temper Now to long, most of my life I'm no longer scared I don't fear my demons Just want to put my temper to rest Learning to remain calm Not lose myself in the chaos Hell I create Greg Welch
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