Category : Poems

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I have this part of me that's so shattered, it can't be fixed. A part of me I once held together as a kid. But later in life, I fell and I broke. That was when reality shook me awoke 
Someone pushed me to an edge I never knew existed. I gathered myself up but I'm still missing some pieces. The parts that made me who I was. 
There was no getting it back; so I thought to fill the blanks with love. 
That day I handed over all my trust. But only to get back a little thing called lust. I accepted it because I felt unacceptable. Being broken and rotten made my emotions inaudible.
You laid out a game where we both could win. But I lost anyway because I put my soul in. I scraped my body empty just for you. Was I confused? No. I knew I was being used. But I was hoping that some day, you would discover my mind and my views 
See I was beautiful and worth your time. But instead you pushed me away saying I stepped out of line. You ripped out my heart but I pretended to be fine. That was my cue to walk away, leaving more pieces behind 
I'm not the same as I used to be 
I don't smile anymore, or laugh with glee 
Now I'm lost. I don't know what to do 
Why the hell did you ever make me fall in love with you?