Category : Poems

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Over the years, I've lost a lot of friends,
always in my life for a little while and off they go again
Its taken me a long time to realize it
nothing lasts forever, and its fucking bullshit.

Most days I feel so alone yet in a room full of people,
all the heartache and tears, the hatred and the evil
its pushed me to a point where I no longer care,
everyone left me and I was left to deal with none else there.

Promise after promise, broken one after the other
I learned that I'm on my own, and its left me everyday to suffer.

Im scared to open myself up again just to get hurt,
no matter what they say I always get treated like dirt.

These are people that promised to never leave,
it made me the way I am, and what you promise, I wont believe.

Having trust issues is really hard to live with,
I am alone because of the shit I deal with.

One day I might change and learn to trust again,
but I hardly doubt that, as I am my only friend.