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I don't want your flowers
 I don't want your tears
I don't want to matter
After I didn't these past years

I don't want people to say they care
I don't want anyone to make a speech
I don't want people to claim they were there
When any help I needed was out of reach

I don't want to be the one that is noticed
Once my heart is no longer beating
I don't want people to guess what drove this
After I tried to tell yous when I was breathing

I don't want to be lowered into the ground
I don't want that to be the hint that I was hurt
I don't want people wishing I was still around
While they're all gathered as I get covered in dirt

As I'm still alive 
Show me that I matter
Because really I'm not alright
I'm broken bruised and battered

It could be worse I know
But it's still an every day battle
It makes it harder when I feel so alone
And opening up to some, is nothing but tattle 

I thought I'd write this just in case 
No I WILL NOT or attempt to end my life 
BUT to all of my friends family or mates 
Remember to keep this poem in mind