Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : Romance

    "You still love him don't You"? 

            'He's never Been mine to love'
     
 " But you still do "

        "More than she ever will"...

 10 years later

 "You never realize how much you love someone till you have to give them up or watch them love another "
Giving up was never a thought when it came to what I treasured most
 How do i choose between love and life when life with out my person is a grief I could never be ready for.?
 He was my wanted punishment 
the beautiful  knight that lurked in the shadows wanting to save me,if he could have only learned to save him self for me..
I keep reaching for my darling in my dreams but he is never there,
 maybe that's what I was supposed to understand .?
All those meaningful conversations slowly fadded I missed him so much when it would happen until it seemed as if he wasn't missing me and in time it taught me to stop missing him.

My most treasured memories are that of the Boy who taught me a valuable lesson and  never forgetting the ghost of the ones we once we're .

The girl i gave to him so long ago has been lost in a dimension of the life that could have been those eyes that were once full of wonder have faded into the shadows for their color was not his favorite what he had brought life is dieing slowly .
I was the antidote to the heartbreak and fear he sufferers but he continues  reaching for the poison.
 I chose to love him no matter the out come.
I felt like myself again but only his presence the man who saved me so many times without knowing holds who I once was captive,
 I Fear that I'll never get her back my Savior turned into my abductor... of the one thing he couldn't let himself love I'll forever miss the almost, maybe we continue to love each other in the past and never become who we are now ,as if we had made it to the future.
 
 Instead of becoming what destroyed each other ....
To Be continued