Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap

Why do I feel so alone? 
Maybe it's cuz I'm in my room at home..
When a bunch of shit is crumbling
Where did i go wrong?
And it didnt even just start it's been like this for so long, 
I worked for so much and now most of it is gone, 
if quitting didn't have a consequence I'd give up on the throne,
Even writing this all down is such a fucking strain,
but im more scared of the feelings i would have to contain, 
i just want to get my life straight, 
get my thoughts arranged, 
I feel like people look at me and think what a fucking shame.
Used to have my head in the sky,
Like i was flying a plane, 
Now im so far underground,
Crashed, and cant forget the pain.
Please don't you dare say you feel me,
Cuz you cant fucking relate,
Still a loving person despite all of the hate,
And don't give me advice, if you can't take it yourself.
Im a trophy but even the big ones get stuffed up on a shelf,
An please don't call me crazy you do not know what I've felt,
I know that i need help, but I'm fine by myself, 
If you're strong enough anyone can play with the cards that they're dealt.
I write all it of it down, but i still don't seem to learn shit..
Karma is a bitch, i probably deserve this,
I fucked up in the past, maybe i just earned this,
Just thinking about the life that I've lived, 
It makes me nervous..
But my soul was in pain..I didn't do it on purpose.


  Maybe im worthless..