Category : Poems
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Sometimes I cut myself Just to feel the pain Then I hide my scars Because of all the shame The pain is awful I do it just to feel Sometimes I have to make sure Everything is still real My life has been bad I do it to forget I cut my arms Then I cry as I sit Alone in my room Hoping for someone To save me from this So I can finally say I've won I want to quit this habit But I still reach for the blade I cry out in pain My arm turns that familiar red shade I get that adrenaline rush The blood runs over my hand I hear someone coming So I attempt to stand My legs feel weak and I fall to the ground I've done it again I don't hear another sound I wake up two days later In a hospital bed I feel like Hell There's a pounding I'm my head First time in seven months I haven't been high I breathe in deeply And let out a sigh Withdraws hurt like a bitch But it feels so good It's going to be hard But I know I should I'm not only hurting myself I'm hurting others too I have to stop this I need to become someone new
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life is a curel and sometimes resentless misstres that seems to do all but help us, but Ive also come to see she doesnt put us through anything we cant handle. will we are in the hard and dark times it seems to never end and the world is against us, then out of no where when all hope is lost a piece of light will shine, its in these small moments we have a choice, fallow love where ever you find it, keep ones close that understand you and you can confied in, if you dont have that pesron... I may be a stranger but ill always be an ear for any who need to be heard... all anyone has to do is ask... remeber to look to the stars and remeber how life was, before the darkness set in... when life was how it was ment to be, care free, no shame and no cares... find that happy place try to make that monkey mind switch focuse... best wishs
Nov 02, 2017