Category : Poems

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Ever since I was little I always wanted to know what my future holds
Now since I'm older I can careless
I feel like I'm just living to pay bills and die
Everyone says there's a purpose for life
I'm still searching for my mine, maybe it's a lie
Not a day goes by, that I'm not miserable or cry
Some days life hits me harder than I'd like to admit
Some days I want to throw my hands up and say "I quit"
I wish I knew what my future holds
Is this all worth it?
To be stressed and depressed.. 
To always feel so cold and alone.. 
People say to hold on, don't give up
But what's the point when you're fighting through the days
Nobody knows what you go through unless they could feel your pain
If only I knew what my future holds
Maybe some day things will be figured out 
Maybe they wont
But I guess until then I'm here suffering
To find what my future holds...