Category : Diary/Journal

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It never seemed to hurt more. The way you let it roll out of your mouth like it was nothing. I mean doesn't everyone do it? They say things and get carried away. They say things that aren't true just to hurt others. Is it really worth it all the lies? Do you really have to let it just slip out like it's nothing? Or is it possible that you don't even notice you're doing it. It's just so natural the lies you tell. The way you can just say it like it's nothing but the truth. It hurts you know? The “I love you’s” the ones you never ment. Damn you made it all sound real. Like you actually cared. That I wasn't just another cover up. But I was. I was your way of hiding the truth. I was your lie. The lie that you couldn't keep. The one that you might have told “I love you” to, but deep down inside you didn't give damn about. I was your lie. I got the worst treatment possible but put it aside because I loved you. I really did and I thought you loved me too, but then I saw you with her. The way you laughed and smiled. You never did that with me. You always were dark and cold with no smile. That's how I knew. That I was just a lie, and you didn't really need me. It never seemed to hurt more than it did on that day. The day I told you I couldn't handle anymore of your lies. Why did I feel guilty?  I hadn't lied to you. You lied to me over and over again.  God did it hurt. All the damn lies, but now it's over I'm done with all your lies. I'm not going to let you walk all over me with your lies.