Category : Poems

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So motionless were the stars as i faded into space. Morphing and moaning i turned into grey matter. My whole life i figured why not just let it all be? Because.what good was i to them? Just a floating unknown set here for my own personal agenda with little less than an idea on how to complete the goal. I had no ambition, i had no conviction. So why did i feel so angry at them? Their tone, the disappointment in their hearts. It's not my fault and i shall take no responsibility for this! I always made the right choices besides twice in a life nineteen years in  the making. Better than most i have to say. But it always falls onto me to be better than what they wanted. I don't need charity. I don't want pity. When it was all over i was going to stay far far away from them. I was going to be made new. I only see stars now. I wished this not to be my last light. I wished this void not to be my grave. Between the violet color of the everlasting nebula and the void i cement myself in i know there is no going back. I can only die here or stubbornly continue on in my endeavor