Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama

[Chapter 2.5: My past.]



         Now, I don't know if now a good time to say what did I meant by the words " alone again". I will explain it anyway. Everything that I mentioned will be when I was in primary school.Now I will start with when I was 7 years old.I made a friend, I'm not the one who approach her but my mom was the one chatting with her mom and eventually became friends and so were we.Her name is Ellie.


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           We played together, chatted   together ,I was bullied and threaten by her a lot.She didn't aware of what is the meaning of bully.I kept keeping quiet about it and didn't tell my parents about it. Cases such as borrowed my pencils everytime I brought my new pencils and didn't give it back, borrowed my coloured pencils when she have her own,copy my answers everytime teacher gave us works to do and pinched me if I don't wait  for her to copy or finish her work .I had bruises all over my both arm.



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         One day,her mom found out about it .How? Well, my parents saw the bruises and asked me what happened.I of course need to tell them ..or I will be punish.The next day, Ellie's mom came to the school during break time. She brought all the pencils that Ellie borrowed from me and Ellie of course need to apologize to me since her mom was there if her mom wasn't there she doesn't even care, right? This is what I called kids' naiveness and ignorance.(well to me it's kinda hard to describe in words so I just write what I think.)


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         During the second semester ,me and Ellie made a friend.Her name is Hannah.She's smart, arrogant and a liar. It's not like she's a bad person but she always sided with Ellie when Ellie's the one who are doing the wrong things. I don't know why, I don't wanna know why and I never thought why.


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        The bully didn't end yet it still continue. Why?   ... Let's start with how Hannah and Ellie played me like a dog.  Since I was a naive and stupid person, they chose me as a target to play. They will ask me to chase them  if I want to play with them (They love to run) ..  I was desperately wanted to play with a friend ...**(is that so hard to achieve? )Moreover,they knew I hate heavy exercise including run. I ran super slow back then.Ah...of course I chased after them but I never caught them. They used dirty tricks,they lied and they ignored the facts that they were bullying me. 


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         There are many Ellie's bad intentions and behaviors. Hmm... such as pretend to cry just to get the new things that I had just brought or bought,blame on me like I'm the one who made her cried but I'm not the one, cried whenever teacher called her name to answer a few easy, *stupid(I'm sorry,I just have to use this word,I really need to.)*  questions ... teacher didn't really want to call her name anymore. There are more though but I can't remember the rest because I promised myself I need to forget these memories...I don't need it.


To be continue...