Category : Diary/Journal

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Hello. I would like to share my thoughts on my daily life and what I go through. If you can relate that's great.

Cold. All I could feel was the cold. Slowly spreading through my body. I begged for my body to start becoming numb...so numb that I didn't have to think and feel...to where I could forget about everything. This shitty life,responsibilities that build up day by day.
Drifting. Im slowly drifting in this current of darkness. Will they miss me if I'm gone? Does it matter? They don't understand. None of them do. I want to cry but no tears will come out. Their all dried up. They made me this way. Their poor decisions affect others around them. But their too selfish to care. They ignore the fact that their loved one is hurting and begging them to stop and change for the better.
So you lose hope. You sink deeper and deeper into that darkness. Nobody is there to help you. This darkness will consume you. Do something!! You cant...you feel stuck. All you want to do is try and hide the pain.you want to show the people you love you're fine. But you're not. Deeper and deeper you sink into that horrid darkness. It gets worse day by day, year by year. Until you finally break down. You don't care anymore. The darkness consumes you. Just forget about this shitty life! You cry out. But you cant, our human minds are like that. Things that stain our lives stick with us forever. We remember...unable to forget.