Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap

Listen... don't change the way you are for someone eles, because being yourself is the only thing that counts. I'm just telling you I can't be certain, because I'm still young and I'm still learning. You don't need to act grown because that's how they'll see you, and when your not ready see that's when they'll really need you. Even though your still young your family's gonna need you. I'll get on my knees bow my head and plead you, don't change Cuz you don't like the way someone see's you. Every time your scared you run away because what really scares you is feeling the pain, you just gotta live you ain't gotta be great, they'll come a time when you feel like a mistake, like the whole world around you don't understand your pain, but what you don't know Is that what you feel isn't the pain,  what you feel is the anger that's building up inside, when you tell someone and the say that you'll be just fine, that's when you tell yourself to draw the line, you need to tell them that your really not fine, and if they don't believe you just give them a sign, tell them they don't know the definition of fine, ask them if fine means you'll rather be blind than see? So you don't have to see the people around me mocking me, tell them it's okay it's rather be deaf than hear,  so I can't hear what people have to say about me year after year.  Don't worry I won't do anything I'll stay right here I'll just let my world fill up tear after tear, now I'm glad I got your ears did you know thousands of kids feel like that and your just sitting there? I'm not saying parents are just gonna blow it off, some may say your acting like your whole world gas stopped, that the whole world don't evolve around you and even if they say it doesn't mean it's true, they don't know what you feel they ain't a part of you, you gotta tell them from your hart that that's not right of them, they have a full life duty to protect there kid, they may say there your parents and there not your friends, that may be true for them, but for us it just depends, there the only ones who been with us through thick and thin, there the ones who shape you loyalty and disaplin there the ones that love you now and they gonna love you then, so just saying to a child your there best friend...wait...yeah your right may have been a little wrong, if this not your life then we gonna sing a different song, let's say your father left you said he wasn't ready said he don't know if he can trust himself with a little baby, I'ma let you in on a little secret,  you can't say your not ready if you haven't tried, put yourself into YOUR child's mind, while she's laying in bed face in her pillow crying, while she's living in fear that you didn't want her. Feel the pain that she feels when she starts to think, that it's her fault you left she don't know what to think, then she finally gets it...she must have been been a mistake... but no.. the thing she don't understand is that it's your mistake, you're not responsible enough to be something great, I think you should know having a child is great,hold them in your arms look them into there little face...oh wait... you weren't there you were at your friends place, okay, it's no joke why'd you do it in the first place, you know every kid needs a father figure, but you just wanted to get doped up I probably figured, you may say you miss them and you want a re-try, but you should know it's a little late you cannot rewind your not that special person that can turn back time, you see where your feet stand that's where I'ma draw the line, you cannot be a kid and a father at one time, there's only one good and you better do it right. You decided to get into bed with a girl, but love is fine,but then you up and left giving none of your time, you didn't even know you could have ruined her life, leaving her with two kids, working mom, babysitter close to home, never thought " I could help I just had to go home" but you stayed with your friends we never crossed your mind, always sayin' she's a good girl she'll be just fine, but you never knew us like that, You didn't know us at all, now the door is closed, you ran out of time, you never wanted us kids but now you call us every night, tryna get us back, you chose the wring time to fight, you should have did it years ago . I'll talk to you tonight.  For everyone who hears me and listens to what I say you can make your life go a whole different way, but If you don't try you'll never see the day, for now I'm done i have nothing eles to say.