Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Dear Father,
My name is Georgia, wait did you know that? Do you know what day I was born, my hobbies, my food allergies,  Liked and disliked foods? Do you know anything other than what my mother has told you? Do you even care? So I got to go visit you for the first time in years a few weeks ago. It was great. . . I mean don't get me wrong. I've missed you and all, but I shouldn't have to . I shouldn't have to wonder what your doing everyday, if your sick, if your even alive. I'm sorry I'm getting off topic. So while I was visiting you I thought up a bunch of questions... but first right off the bat I'm going to tell you I love you with all my heart, I mean I talk about you basically everyday! The questions I have for you will make it sound like I 100 % hate you but you brought them on yourself. First question is why? Why did you cheat on my mother? I'm honestly kinda mad about that, knowing my father cheated on the woman that is carrying his children is not okay dad. What is your plan? or do you even have one... wait a minute, you don't need us back, you have another kid already, she's a beauty by the way. Dad I'm BEGGING YOU! Please be a better father for my sister. While I was with you I could see her face LIGHT UP when you walked in the room... Dad why can't I remember feeling that way, why can't I remember being happy when I saw you? Is it normal for a child to feel sheer terror when their father walks in the front door?is it normal for a child's head to be crammed with questions like " Is he gonna hit my mom again? Did I hide all the beer? Do I have a good enough hiding spot? Will he find the beer? Will he hit me or my brother? Will tonight be the night we get to leave? Did he hear us open the front door? Did he hear the car crank? Will I ever get to see him again? " Now my only questions are " Do you care about me? Is it my fault you were always so angry? Are you worth all the tears I cry for you? Was/am I good enough? Will I ever see you again? Will you survive another day?" Dad when you have the answers to my question let me know...
Love Georgia Ayers 
Ps. I do love you but your a jerk...