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Darkness can be found in my heart
It is the absence of light
They said I was saved but when I search my soul 
I see no light left inside
Wandering through my soul
I've adapted to the vision of night
Like any nocturnal

I remember a long time ago being able to see the light in my eyes, it burned so bright it ran off the monsters of dark 
Now it's been so long I don't think I would even remember what daylight looks like
The light burned out over a decade ago
Back when the light burned me & I became angry at it 
I smashed all the light to an oblivion vowing to never return against but the light beckoned me & I tried to amuse it for a while
Dancing around I realized I truly wasnt happy with light & what really kept me safe had been the dark 
The dark taught me to see what was coming after me
It taught me to grow stronger, to work harder, to push, to get up when I fell
In the dark I don't have to look at my scars, my cuts, my bruises in the dark I can feel them
I know myself more because I didn't have to look at all my blemishes & I was able to focus on what makesme hurt or what makes me happy
The light cast upon me & people run from my gruesome face
I am now a monster of the dark but I don't seek my prey I fight what tries to destroy me