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"We probably were not meant to be friends or to be more than that. I just realized that maybe it was supposed to happen.That maybe you were actually wrong for me.

Just because it wasn't ever official doesn't mean I'm not allowed to feel heartbroken.
Just because it wasn't ever official doesn't mean I'm not Allowed to cry; to feel the pain of false hope and the pain like I am not good enough.
Because I know there was something there - something special.

BUT I'm not waiting anymore.
I'm done hanging on to your words.
Done believing you actually ever felt something for me.
I know one day I'll no longer thinking about what we could have been.

I know someone is out there for me.
Someone who isn't going to hesitate.
Someone who isn't going to make me question myself.
Someone who is going to make me smile.

But I still want the best for you.
I want you to be happy. I want you to find the lover you want. Know that I still don't hate you. It's just, things didn't work out for us because it was never meant to happen."