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How does it feel when you lose someone you love when I lost my mom I feel like someone took my heart on my body I can barely breathe I wanted to kill myself days past buyers I wouldn't barely eating I didn't have a taste for food anymore I'd give anything to bring my mama back when my sister heard that my momma passed I don't know how to put this in words my it's like that movie What's Eating Gilbert's grapes when everything was going wrong then after that my daddy passed away feel like everybody I love was dying I didn't want to cry I was holding everything in which is ripping me apart inside I couldn't barely work my mind and focus and relationship was out the window two years after that my sister died she was on crack she was smoking crack for so long to decide to stop but and messed up the veil in her heart my mama have 10 kids 7 girls and 3 boys and my other sister she had a drinking problem I told my sister she needs to stop drinking she told me she was grown and nobody can tell her to do she was married what kids she drink everyday all I can do is shake my head I never been on drugs I never drinks everything that happened in front of me it's a lesson learned