Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : YoungAdult

Hi, my name is Mchayah Syders. I am 14 years old. I have Major Depression Disorder. I'm going to tell about the last time I cut myself and attempted suicide. 
    The last time I cut: I was sitting in my room and my mom came home drunk, she hit me and called me a  worthless whore. She told me to kill myself so I cut. 
     The last time attempted suicide:  I was at school and Alexia Denver seen my cuts. She started making fun of me and the next day I went to my locker and found a bunch of blades, razors, and pencil sharpeners taped to my locker inside. I ran to the bathroom crying. Alexia was in there. She threw a razor at me and it cut me. She ran out to get "help". She told the teacher I ran in crying, pulled out a razor and cut myself. I got sent home and the principal suggested I went to a rehab center. When I got home I ran to the bathroom got out all the blades I could find and all the pills I could. I cut my arms side to side, and up and down. I took over 200 pills. 
     

       3 days later i was out of the hospital and back to school. They searched my locker and found out what Alexia did. She got expelled. And that's my story.