Category : Books-Non-Fiction

Sub Category : Biography

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I remeber hearing gun shots in my head, but it was just my mind screamimg for help ,so loud that it was only a whisper to other people, why?.... why didnt you hear me, when you were looking stright at me,  to many eyes so many lies,  not enough time...i knew i was a sad lonly person, who was not only ugly on the inside , but on the outside as well,  yes i see you good grades ..pretty face...and a heart of gold...and you said mine was a black hole.."remember that time when you called me over to hang out",  maybe because that never happened, you were to busy being someone else...that day i fell in a rose bush , and used makeup to cover it up things grew dark real fast so i knew i didnt belong in a place that was light , after days weeks , months go by,  i was thinking of death and i was going to hell , i didnt want to be here i did not no what this feeling was they told me to still from every one who was near,  i lost alot pf people and i died inside,  i only did what i was told to do,  little did i know the voices that grew..they always been there ....i never knew....as i rock back and forth in my mind   its dark no one can see me cry .i wanted to die...but i didnt want to die...i did the only thing that would help..on that morning ..i  died inside and later that night ......