Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

12.12.1987
I can't do this enymore. I am slowly losing my mind, i'm gonna lose my hope. There is no hope, there is no light, there is only despair.
I cannot describe this feeling. You can't know how I feel without feeling it by yourself. But If I would have to say something, it feels kinda like you are swimming in freezing sea. Then suddenly it feels like a heavy rock has been tied up to your leg. You are slowly getting dragged in to the cold deep sea. That is how I would describe depression. 
I am gonna write again as soon as possible. Bye