Category : Poems

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I am trapped inside of a darken state, myself the only one to blame. I let this lead to timeless ends only to find myself again. I stand no more for sickening thoughts, end it, I shall, as it almost ended me. Relieved, I can no longer wait. For I am human going into the dark much, much further. My loved ones laid still and waited for my body to die, but breathing still leaves me to compromise. True happiness.

It is something that will not last. As I wait for time to pass, I think of everything that has hurt and it builds like a mass. I just watch it grow and refuse to cut it off as this happiness shows.

Unstable.

Unstable indeed. All the goals I once had seem impossible to me. Indecisiveness becomes greater as i walk down this road, I lose sight of my needs and begin to replace them with others. I loathe this day, the day I let the evil inside, the day I forget who I am because now I look back and I do not see a man. Forget you, sir. Forget your pain. Take all of your suffering and choose others to blame. Do not take me down with you, for I am not worthy to become one of you. Leave me to my thoughts and give me back my dreams. Do you know how it feels to sleep in this world and have nothing to see? Give me back love, take away all of your hate, and let me choose my own fate.

You are nothing. How does that make you feel? Being told you are worthless, I know, the pain is unreal.