Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

I have a scattered brain
From one subject to the next
From the email to the text
Can't control it, its a mess

I have a scattered brain
From thinking of just one insecurity
To thinking who I cant even be
From thinking who loves me
To think in I'm not even worthy

I have a scattered brain
First I'm thinking of something happy
Them in thinking of something unlikely
Unlikely to be possible
But nothing is improbable

I have a scattered brain
Is magic even real
Am I stuck on this feeling
The feeling of not knowing the answer
Of whether or not there's a cure for cancer

I have a scattered brain
From one subject to the next
Whether its about my life or its about my death
Sometimes I don't mind dying
But then I think about it and I know I'm lying
Lying to myself
Lying to my friends
Is this how I want it to end?

I have a scattered brain
In my mind nothing stays the same
I'm thinking bout this, then I'm thinking bout >that
I mind as well wear a hat
And then I lay here
Crying until I run out of tears
My scattered brain of mine got me so >frustrated and doubtful
Will this soon be over and containable

I have a scattered brain 
Its more than a bit
But its okay because I'm just gonna have to get over it.