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He punches me in my face
But I love him.
He gives me no personal space 
But I love him
He tells me I am nothing. 
But I love him
Its just a mistake he keeps repeating I love him
Nobody's perfect. Especially not me he tells me constantly 
But I love him
Even tho he always degrades me
I love him 
People just don't understand him
I love him 
Its my fault BC I always provoke him
I love him
Maybe I should just try a little bit harder

ill change be thinner, prettier and smarter 
Hell love me then just like 
I love him
I need him ill do anything to keep him
I love him and fuck
Anybody who opposes us u just don't understand 
I Love him
He only cheats BC im fat
Still I love him
If I only I looked more like the girls on TV he would love me still can't help that 
I love him
He makes life worth living
That's why I keep forgiving 

Today he beat me within an inch of my life
Told me he wishes I wasn't his wife I know he didn't mean it and 
I love him so
I stayed even tho when I prayed to God told me to run away
Nobody understands how much I love him so I stayed who else would want me anyway? 
Today he punched me I felt my mouth instantly fill with blood
I begged him to stop and told him how much I loved him he told me he didn't care he said he hated me and wishes I was dead, with one final blow his wish came true I fell in slow motion watched as teeth flew my final thought as the light flooded my eyes was........... All I ever did was love him.
Why?

Daddy punched mommy again today
Over and over he pounded away
I hate him
Why does he treat mommy this way?
She keeps saying she loves him thru the blood, tears and the pain 
I hate him
Am I wrong for thinking love shouldn't be this way
I hate him
Why won't he just go away 
I hate him
He called her a bitch and said she was fat
I hate him
BC nobody should talk to mommy like that 
I hate him
I came from school and mommies face was covered in bruises
I hate him
And her for making fucking excuses
I hate him
Today I found mommy in a pool of blood
Called her name she didn't respond 
Searched for a heartbeat but she had none
I broke down and screamed
Why God?  Why are u so mean?
Why didn't u take me?
Daddy always says before I came along him and mommy were happy
He says I am the reason he tits are flappy
I am sorry mommy I didn't mean for this to happen 
I wish I could make him stop slapping
I love you
Now I am all alone
I love u and when I grow up I wanna man just like u even tho 
I hate u
Ur the only dad I knew
I know how a man is posed to treat me all BC of you 
But ill be better than mommy BC ill live and ill make him change
BC I love him