Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : Horror

Again... People say I'm crazy, only the people who dont know me think I'm just a regular girl. The crazies, of course, don't like the way I am, the way I look, or the way that when they try to make me feel suicidal, I dont let it get to me. Feelings, is just a word. It means to feel something you have felt never or many times before, without troubles to block them. The crazies block my feelings, but three. The crazies block my feelings for others, my feelings for when I get confused. The crazies block off any feeling that are happy! So I am never happy, I'm always wondering what it would be like to be happy... Instead, I am left with sadness, emptiness, and loneliness. Those three are me, I am sad, which means that I am constantly pulling a smile even though, inside I feel like bursting out into a million tears. Emptiness means that whenever someone talks to me it feels like everything they are saying to me is a thousand bad memories replaying again. Loneliness is whenever I am looking at people and thinking "wow, she looks like she has a perfect life" or "wow, she has no worries in the world, but all I do is worry" that's my life... END OF CHAPTER 2!!