Category : Poems

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I almost became soulless 
Spent so many days and nights goal less
Everything around me seemed dead

Everyone became the walking dead
I learned y can be around the largest crowds and feel alone
Handling all of life's bullshit on ur own 
Afraid to reach out lest ye be judged or beaten down and dismissed with a shrug
So many people think they understand addiction 
But unless u have experienced the affliction 
You have no idea how lonely it is
Ur brain tricks you into thinking ur in control
Your invincible your the one who will break the mold
Soon that shot gets old
Its a battle everyday not to let the drug win try to keep ahold
Hold on to some piece of the real you
For those days when u can't even stand to b near you 
Those are the days that make or break
Decides whether u will flip or flake
Everyone won't make it out alive
Addiction will cause many mothers to cry 
As they helplessly watch their little baby slowly die
I sure this isn't the life they had in mind
Wishing they could somehow press rewind
Blaming themselves for a child they can't change