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I loved you long before I realized that I did. The body language was hard to deny and spooked me early on. It scared me because my kind "feels" too much. My heart and soul have been feeling way too much for the unlovable evils in the world. 

My feelings wouldn't subside or stop towards the evil...because they must be stopped. So many times I doubted myself and knew what I was seeing, hearing, and feeling was so real I ran after and chased down every time only to be dismissed and rejected and told otherwise. 

But you touched my heart and soul and as much as I wanted it to go away because of the other doubts and disappointing ends I couldn't 

Never could I. I didn't want to. It was then it became my fairytale. U were a knight with armor that was destined to save me. I was certain. Maybe not this lifetime or the next I would tell myself but at least in one lifetime you are. 

I have longed for you and thought of you often. In those times of remembering you is where I would find happiness. 

My soul shines and my heart is smiling. I knew it then even before I acknowledged it secretly to myself. I didn't want to loose everything special and tried to save face. 

Only you can save my heart. Its yours in case you didn't know. The distance and time spent separate has been missed. 

I would give plenty to stop that time and shorten the distance. 

Hopeful
Xoxo